I'm so sorry to hear this and yes you do have my prayers. Also, my thoughts to your family, it has to be tough on them.
Sometime getting bad news, we tend to focus on ourselves. I found that my wife and daughter were even more concerned than I was.
From reading your previous postings, you seem to be close to your family. They will give you strength if you let them, and you will give them strength by showing strength.
I really hope that even with all the drugs, you will feel good enough to occasionally get out on the golf course. Just being out there helps your attitude and lifts your spirit, even if it's just a few holes.